Sunday, November 27, 2005

I wonder what dreams really are.
Fantasies? Imagination? Wishes?
They say dreams are wishes your heart makes.
But how do you explain nightmares? -iqah
hahax i'm quoting iqah lyk a doc. again...hahax
is there such a thing as neither a dream nor a nightmare?? cos 2 nights ago i dreamt tt i witnessed an exorcism..hahax it was really interesting actually hmm...maybe this is wat happens when u want to watch movies lyk exaorcism of emily rose...O.O ya anw...it was a damn cool exorcism with loads of platmates n a human-eating ghost...kinda funny actually wheeeeeeee ok being sadistic again... if dreams are really wishes ur heart makes..then it's not considered a dream cos i dun exactly want to enounter some human-eating ghost any time soon tho it'll be really fun...n u could hardly call it a nightmare cos it's not even scary its just abt sum ghost hu ended up in jiau..hahax dunno y it picked jiau tho...hahax ya n it wanted to eat ppl which made jiau a cannibal n all...blahblahblah not scary wat...its just melodramatic overimaginative dream *if u consider it a dream tt is... so, WAT'S A DREAM...O.O ya n i remember tt was alot of blood..hahax poor jiau i think she almost died at the end of the dream..hmm.. cant exactly rmb...oh well.. O.O ya n the exorcism was at irmelia's hse...O.O how freaky... ya u could even see the funky the sink at one corner...hahax..soo funny
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anw, today went to sembawang cc to play badminton...MAN, I SUCK it was so saddening lah...then uncle hassan has this pro racket thingy tt 'supposedly' boosted his performance...blahblahblah...kinda boring lah.. especially for ppl hu cant play...which includes me...argh.. :((((
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*sigh at the start u think tt's its the perfect thing...the perfect reason n u force urself into sum false world where u think it'll always be perfect then problems crop up n the more u ignore them the worser it gets until it hits u smack in the face tt it was nvr perfect in the first place n u realise it's not worth it after all...n tt there's no longer any reason for u to hang in there as all its appeal has been marred ..it's no wonder ppl are tired of ncc.. there's no longer any point nor reason to stay in such a cca other than keep fit n all..n other health reasons but now tt the plat is falling apart with mj going over to ncc air n all NO MATTER HOW MUCH THE PLAT DOES TO STOP ALL THIS FRM. HAPPENING...NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE n tt makes it sad..cos certain ppl refuse to change n a couple of 13 yr olds hu are pissed at her wont change her or her attitude either... n now tt we're all falling apart it's no surprise tt in a yr or 2 ends the chapter of rgsnccpartas05 n once there's no more rgsnccpartas05 our cca will probably close down n everything our seniors n seniors seniors n seniors seniors seniors did will all crumble n fall apart in the hands of the admin n their cruel desires to close down wat used to be the best cca in rg n generations of rgncc seniors will be disappointed at how it got closed down all cos a grp of 13 yr olds couldnt co-operate with one another especially one of them better known as tq hu refused to change...man, how crappy would tt be if all the juniors heard abt tt... altho if we are lucky we can reopen ourselves lyk dikir n np....but wat's the chances of tt as long as we have a crappy admin n de-bra as our principal rgncc wont stand a chance...which is also the reason y ncc air is opening in the first place...to bloody close us down....evil ppl n evil tq for being selfish n heartless n making her own platmates feel tired of ncc n all tt kind of stuff... grr... BLOODY TQ...
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*sigh but the again...a world without heartless ppl would be boring...*sigh

Posted by nadia at 4:19 AM