Sunday, July 02, 2006
dumdeedum..
sudden obsession..
slowly haunting every dream..
close to becoming reality...
yet fading away with each sunset...
wavering with each second thought...
it appears..
out of nowhere...
fuelled by emotions..
inspiring one...Is it so wrong? Not letting me believe...
Leaving nothing but blurred memories...
Has it crossed your mind?
That there’s no reason to give up...
But a single memory holding you back...
From the one thing that could change...
Everything.
Does it matter? Not letting me have a say...
Breaking every fragile impression...
With only your touch...
Your breath...
Your whisper...
Nothing but dust is left...
Leaving space between us...
Till we fall apart...
The stillness of the air beckons...
And the silence surrounds...
The truth is revealed...
Tearing apart every desire...Every burning desire...
Walking towards the light...
Mistaking it for an assumption...
That it would be better...
You left me alone...
Leaving me behind in a world...
Frozen in darkness with all things lost...
But it was you who brought me into this...
It can no longer be silenced...
No longer shall I play marionette...Feel the wrath...
Of Lucifer.
Of lust, death and hate...
Beyond compare...
The stars may be crossed...
But it will not stifle the cry...The cry for something so deep...
The scars remain...
Not even chlorofoam...Can muffle the wants of this puppet...
Not even titanium or foundation...
Can hide the truth...
Even those who glance away...
Not daring to look twice...
Can see past that mask...
The angel of death approaches...
Not even twisted fate can help you now...
This is the wrath you face...
Of a marionette...he caresses your body.feeling your every curve.wincing at the slightest of pressure.and slowly.you lose yourself in his world.a world of no boundaries.limitless.as you toss about.welcoming or distancing yourself.from your hearts' desires.he comforts you.yet again.you are brought back into his fantasy.as the flickering of images cease.(you awake recharged)aware of what is to be done.reluctant.a voice whispers in your ear.instinctively you follow.another adventure begins...lol how ambiguous(: dadeeda(:
today was lunch with sec 4s wheee(: anw.. before that got com studs.. everyone so evil gon come late.. grarr.. then abu is so pro lah come after we finish fliming.. oh WOW..
dumdeedum..
then went to iqah's hse.. got fbts(: lol.. roy roy roy.. sp vain lah go n look in the mirror... tsktsktsk.. oh anw.. we were screaming as usual.. dumdeedum..
kaii was uberr retarded when jiau called.. kaii was all.. 'oh im at iqah's house.. im falling of a building now' -.- not literally ofcourse.. she was just falling off a building in maple -.-
dumdeedum..
stella is so guai...
then went to beanie's hse.. NICE(: blahblahblah.. decorate decorate.. pick up leaves.. haha funny lah(:
dadeeda.. i LOVE the banner(: whee.. then sec 4s came blindfolded haha(: threw confetti all over them.. yayy(: jiau and her speech.. it sounded so wrong.. cos it sounded lyk ssg shuning and ssg jie-ying were getting married.. so ssg jie-ying said, 'let's get married' LOL..
dumdeedum..
they spotted our waterbombs.. aww..):
oh well..
me, mj, soff and sheils started bbq-ing(: yeahh
dumdeedum.. had shifts and al.. n lyk while thefour of us were bbq-ing.. platmates were entertaining sec 4s.. with HSM songs.. *sing-along and DANCE(: sheils dance so malay dance.. then iqah dance so CHEERLEADER-ish.. haha(:
then sec 4s were quite entertained.. then got the spoon thingy.. haha(: roy blindfolded ssg shuning and shin blindfolded ssg jie-ying hmm.. blahblahblah.. sec 4s started poking ppl and all.. n they kept guessing that it was me.. when actually i was busy bbq-ing haha(:
anw.. they had to guess al0t alot of times before they got the right person.. haha.. they thought iqah was too tall to be iqah(: and lyk tq was pretending to be short(: haha
then lyk got the personality thinggum.. *which roy conveniently forgot to bring.. wow..(:
we are really really interesting ppl(:
-in LYFE
-wore a red tutu for dance
-reckless jaywalker
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-ambition is to grow up, marry a rich OLD man and use his money to travel around the wrold after he is DEAD
-looks (actually preens) at every mirror that comes her way
-dreams of having a picnic with David Beckham
-kissed a boy while acting out a scene in a movie
-has an imaginary bf
-has a scandalous primary sch life
-had to help a boy who pooped in his pants.. LOL
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-used to have hair till the waist
-got a g-string for her bday(:
-tried to make perfume from cabbage
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-stoned throughout her primary sch life
-hates blogs
-has 30 hamsters, (dunno how many) rabbits, (dunno how many) lohans, (dunno how many) arwanas and a bunch of aquatic fishes
-attempted to microwave a mix of egg, flour, (?), (?), (?), (?), ate it and puked
-has a pink swimming costume and is in denial and thinks the world is COLOUR-BLIND
-cried and refused to go home when she lost her shoes in kindergarten
-wanted to eat shampoo-soap mixture which was frozen
-made a graduation speech on behalf of her kindergarten in front of the SM
dumdeedum..
then we were all EVIL(: and waterbombed sec 4s..
well first.. sheils was all..
'ptt sec 4s that sec 4s made our pltmates wait and so, instead of 3 pumps per minute, sec 4s punishment is 3 WATERBOMBS per minute'
then we pelted them with waterbombs.. but being nce people we gave them some ammunition.. haha(:
uberr fun(:
ssg shuning is superr fun to throw waterbombs at.. cos if it hits her.. she'lll come after you looking for REVENGE.. whereas ssg jie-ying is more of.. OH OK PART B THREW A WATERBOMB AT ME.. but she'll still chase after you.. me n mj being evil stuffed waterbombs down their shirt(: YEAHH
anw.. then we ran out of ammo.. aaww.. but we had somemore bags.. wheee(:
so gave some to sec 4s and yet again.. the war of part b ncos and sec 2s(:
who won??
us.. DUH!(:
well, we did outnumber them.. 12-2(: yeahh..
then they made us all fall in.. *SHUCKS THE POWER OF AN NCO.. and started pelting us with water.. and ssg shuning tried to give palas a third boob.. -.-
dumdeedum..
heh.. they didnt diam us tho(: so we fidget fidget and move around..
wanted to ask for permission to adjust.. but they wouldnt let us go get water bombs.. SAD LAH.. but nvm(:
then after getting soaked and all.. oh u noe ssg shuning pulled my scrunchie off and i was diving abt looking for it.. haiz..
oh well.. anw.. then got photo taking(: yeahh.. and we all got 'decorated' haiz.. so much for them being a hairstylist(: haha..
and they were all taking pics of us.. and telling us that they can blackmail us by publishing them on inet.. EVIL!!!
then we were all badd.. so we started throwing waterbombs at them.. lol heck care the camera mann(:
then ssg shuning said that they had a game for us.. so ok.. we got into the 'reflection' pool again.. lol and ssg went in with her camera.. HAHA.. poor camera..
duck walk 1-1
caterpillar thinggo.. 2-1
wheelbarrow thiggo.. 2-2
find the clip 3-3
we tied(:
then they ask us to go in pairs and 'decorate' one of each pair.. and suddenly we become contestants of a pageant.. WHAT!?!? lol im f4...VOTE F4!! for autumn(:
apparently my hair represents autumn thanks to kaii.. LOL.. shant talk abt wad sheils said abt my legs.. (:
anw.. then the security guard came and spoiled the fun..
ok.. so we kinda accidentally-but-mostly-on-purpose-misread/overlooked the no swimming sign.. hee!(: the pool IS rather irresistable u noe.. cant help but jump into it.. *not literally since its 0.5m
anw.. we gave sec 4s the PRESENT PRESENT..
*you are presents close to our heart*
then the TIRAMISU!! yeahh(: it's total LOVE..(:
apparently kaii eats cake with a spoon.. O.O
oh OH sec 4s loved our brownies..
ssg shuning:'eh, the brownies quite nice leh'
ssg jie-ying:'haha ya.. this is the first and last time we'll get to eat a LAYERED brownie'
ssg shuning:'huh?? layered.. oh ya..'
ssg jie-ying:'see? part b what's this?' *points at nutella
me :'nutella, 4s'
ssg shuning:'nutella?? eh part bs..'
oh u noe.. the bbq turned out quite well(: yayy(: better than a certain grp of ppl namely ACT CUTE guys frm 601.. hee!(:
anw.. platmates had to go off and all.. aww.. so sec 4s gave us SHIPS yayy(:
THANK YOU, 4S(:
oh did i mention the tiramisu has this chio chio msg??
WE LOVE YOU SEC 4S, PART BS(:
but no heart):
oh well.. nvm we got ex ex guylian chocs.. which melted.. and kinda CONVERGED(:
lol.. it's the thought that counts(: yayy(:
anw we owe them a song haha(:
yayy(: they seem happy with the turn out..
oh lol.. the end..
'happy 1st outing part bs'
'happy 1st outing too, 4s'
'thank you part bs'
'thank..y...'
'part bs, you all are echo-ing what we say'
haha cant be helped lah(:
then clearin up.. THE BBQ PIT IS STILL HOT.. AFTER SO MANY HOURS.. the grill was lyk smoking.. and it melted plastic.. WOW.. and the ashes are HOT.. lyk HOT HOT..
oh while we were bbq-ing platmates were entertaining sec 4s.. so the bbq ppl wanted to cheer them on.. so we were all..
'GO PALAS YOU GUYS ARE HOT.. and we are too, literally(:'
so now in the plat.. the non-bbq ppl have a fanclub consisting of me, soff and mj(:
yeahh..
anw.. me n mj went walking arnd the 'reflection' pool being spastic.. and singing.. *we sincerely apologise if anyone's ears bled
anw.. we did yoga(:
yeahh(:
then we all went star-gazing.. well, me, stella, mj, jiau n jill did..
funky(: we were pointing out dunno how many stars.. oh n we saw a planet..(: no it's no pluto..
ya i noe.. so sadd right? but nvm.
anw.. we got bored of star-gazing.. so we were making shapes out of the clouds.. there was an especially interesting one.. a cloud shaped lyk a g-string which eventually morphed into a eagle.. evil wind!!..
oh well.. then me n mj went off home.. i hope she can find the bus interchange leh.. or she take the correct 73 haha(:
oh well.. end of 2st outing with sec 4s(:
whee.. so fun.. nxt thing to look forward to.. OUTING WITH EX-SEC 4S(: yayy(:
Posted by nadia at 7:22 AM